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I'm fat and right at this moment my precious number one daughter is annoying the crap out of me, yes it is a hint get lost........now she is jabbing me in the ribs......bugga off girl.

Now to what I was saying I am fat but recently I have started to feel a bit better about myself, when I put my face cream on at night and my make up on in the morning I often think to myself that I look ok even though I am a lot bigger then I would like to be.

I think it is that I know I am doing the best I can at trying to lose the weight, I walk with my mum at few times a week and I use my Wii just about every day.

What is more important being thin or being happy.

Kathy found out last week that her ex (Sydney's dad) has been cheating on her for 7 months and this has made me so mad as I hate seeing my precious daughter so upset.

Even though she feels like she has been kicked in the teeth she is still going over to his place this afternoon so he can see his daughter. However she has taken my advice and will not hound him to see her it is up to him when he sees his daughter and if he doesn't see her much then it is his loss. 

She has decided to move back home for a while even though she is still paying rent at her flat but again she has taken my advice and is going to go and see the estate agent and explain her situation and see if they would be will to re-advertise it before her lease is up.

On the 22nd my first granddaughter was born at 7.41pm weighing 6lb 5oz's and she is such a cutie.

The only one with Kathy for the birth was bubs dad Chad, I was there earlier but at 6pm Kathy told me to go home as it would be hours before bub would be born and that they would ring me when it was getting closer and I could go back. Well so much for being hours as it was only 1hr and 41min later that Cookie was born.

She has been named Sydney-May Joanne and after much discussion between Kathy and Chad it has been decided to give her Chad's last name.

She looks so much like my niece Temika they really do look like twins.

This afternoon we welcomed another baby girl into the family with the birth of another niece for me she was born at 1.30pm and weighted 7lb15oz not sure what her name is yet, well I do know but don't know how to spell it so that bit of info I will share at a later date.So now it is 2 down 1 to go and I think that 1 will come sooner rather then later............

On the 5th we welcomed a new addition to the family my niece Temika Mae was born at 1.05pm. My brother in-law was 2 minutes late for the birth as he had to work in Branxton that day and since he doesn't drive (has no licence) he had to get a lift back and it is an hour away. Mum and me arrived at the hospital about 20 minutes after she was born and when we got there Sandra was feeding her so we didn't get to have a cuddle but thats ok.

Sandra left the hospital in the afternoon I think she was silly for going home so soon but to each there own.When she got home she found our sister Sue and her sister in-law and husband waiting outside her house ready to see the baby. Which I think was wrong they should have waited at least till the next day before visiting her.

I finally got to have a nurse on Sunday at lunch and she is so tiny she was 6lb 5oz born. Sandra said she has been wanting to feed a lot every hour or so and I know that can be stressful. Sandra said when Temika was born that she wasn't going to use a dummy but that changed after a couple of days.

Ed (Sandra's husband) had taken a week off work to be home with them for the first week but he is back at work now. So I wonder how my baby sister is coping.

Baby number 2 is due either this week or next week so will let everyone know when that happens and my daughter is due to have hers sometime in the last week of the month.